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January 2nd, 2012
 | 12:13 am - Welcome 2012 2011 was a weird year. Not good, not terrible.
It seems like everything revolves around family with me. I suppose that it's supposed to be. lol I gained a new nephew in October. He's adorable of course. =) My other nephew was diagnosed with leukemia at the age of 2 this summer. He has 3 years of chemo to do, but he is already in remission (AMEN!). He had a big 3rd birthday party in November. My eldest nephew started Kindergarten & is almost 6. Lucas is almost 11. HOLY CRAP. Time flies.
What's new with me? Working different jobs, but otherwise... Not a thing. I'm still looking for a teaching job. Then again, do I really want one anymore? I LOVE teaching. I HATE the BS associated with it all. I now work for the Henry Ford Academy inside The Henry Ford. I transferred after Discovery Camp this summer. I'm a "Student Monitor". I watch the 9th graders in the "halls", at lunch, & in the locker rooms. It's a very easy job overall. I don't know if it is my calling, but I enjoy it overall. I still work for PCCS as a middle school Site Director for Extended Day. This year our 6th graders are ridiculous. This job was so much easier last year. Tougher group, a lot of kids, many undiagnosed kids, & less help (outside of Mr. D). It is a bit more stressful than necessary. I love my jobs, but I also look forward to 6pm daily. lol
Ben's still at U of M & HFCL. Life hasn't changed much really. That's good & it's not good. lol I am grateful for our family & friends. I am grateful for our house, our cars, our jobs, our stuff, & everything we have together. I am blessed with a wonderful husband! I am so grateful for nearly 11 years together. He's so damn cute, too. :)
At times I still wish for more in life. I feel like I have no goals. School? Sure, I need to go back for my certifications to renew. But why? I'm not using them yet. Lose weight & exercise? Sure. When? How? Excuses, I know. I have little time to "work out". Eating better can be done, but eating late dinners cannot be avoided. I guess it is a goal, perhaps. If I want a goal, that'd be a good one to start with. lol I feel like I need something to look forward to or to get excited about.
One goal I have is to have children. Ben is not sure. I truly believe he would love being a father, but he does not feel he is ready nor do we "have enough money". So, I try not to focus on said goal. Every single day life bring me back to this goal. Babies. A family. Being a mother. Growing old watching my children & grandchildren. It is everywhere. On TV, the radio, on the internet, in my family, in my head... Everywhere. Then again it could just be my body & brain wanting a baby. lol I am 30 this summer. It is a life goal of mine. I am beginning to think it will never happen.
I guess my goal this year is a find a goal! haha We'll see. Life is good overall. I shall continue to be grateful for what I do have. I just felt like babbling. Thanks for listening. :) Hopefully I will post more soon. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: thoughtful
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September 29th, 2011
 | 10:04 pm - Life
Why does work & stress dictate our lives? Can I just read Harry Potter, drink tea, & nap for a week? I'm tired of monotony, tired of working for little money, tired of not seeing my husband a lot... I'm grateful for my life even if it needs some changes. I need to balance myself. I need to get healthy & take care of myself. Tea & Harry Potter are the answer... For now. :) Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. Current Location: US, Michigan, Dearborn, Wayne, Cherry Hill St, 22844 Current Mood: sleepie Current Music: Harry Potter Soundtrack
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January 17th, 2011
 | 09:47 pm - Busy Bee Wow, it has been a long time since I posted, eh? Life is still busy! I cannot complain. I had a wonderful holiday break with my hubby. We got a lot done around the house, spent time watching movies, we saw all of our family members, and we got lots of lovely gifts! It was one of the best Christmas breaks I have had since I was a kid. It was great to reconnect with Ben & family. I had worked every day (minus one snow day) from November 27th through December 19th so having 8 days in a row to spend with Benny & family was a blessing.
I was offered a position in December for a day-to-day substitute at a Day Treatment School for Emotionally Impaired students. I was guaranteed hours every day & I was told I would get $85 a day. Technically that's less than most districts in Metro Detroit for subbing. Emotionally Impaired students who cannot make it yet in a regular school district go to this treatment school & I was to be a substitute every day in different rooms every day. Yeah... At 1st I was like "Excellent! I can work both jobs & make great money!" then slowly things fell apart. My other job did not want to let me come in 15 minutes later (I was honest with them because I could have done it without anyone ever knowing) than usual. After talking it over with a few people I decided that if I couldn't do both I might take the new job for the extra money. My current boss offered me 10 hours more a week for what equaled the same amount of money (which turned out to be less than the $85 I was originally told). I did not want to give up working for Plymouth-Canton Community Schools because it is a district I would love to teach in (great schools, excellent support & pay, etc), so I declined the job offer from the new school. It sucked having to because it was also a terrific opportunity & a new experience as a teacher, but in the end I did not think it was worth the money. Much more stress & difficulty in the new job. Alas, I stayed at PCCS. I'm still at THF on weekends & special times when I'm needed. I was offered a job through PCCS to do their camps this summer. This is a big honor because they do not offer camps to new people. It is better money' too. I think I might stay at THF because it is more relaxed & it has been my home for the last 5 (now 6) summers. We shall see. We do need the money. Sanity v. money yet again! lol
Ben got me some fantastic gifts for Christmas! I got The Princess Bride, Gran Torino, & Wall-E on Blue-Ray. Ben also got me an awesome pair of silver moon earrings with Celtic knots on them as well as a Psych (TV show) mug! My two bigger gifts were Blu-Ray editions of Toy Story 1-3 Special Edition and the huge Collector's Edition of The Wizard of Oz! Benny watch The Wizard of Oz with me on Christmas Day, then we watched ALL THREE Toy Story movies the next day! MARATHON! Such awesome gifts! =) My Dad spoiled us, Mom got us some excellent stuff, etc... We are truly blessed!
Thankfully the family drama has died down a bit. Families are crazy lol They can be entertaining though. Anyhooter, I've gotta get ready for bed now. Hopefully I'll update more often! haha Here are a few pictures from Christmas. Enjoy!
( Christmas 2010 ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: happy Current Music: Benny's brushing his teeth. haha
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November 24th, 2010
November 13th, 2010
 | 11:19 pm - Birthdays
thefridayfive for Friday, 11-12-10
1.) Do you really make wishes when you blow out the candles on your cake? Of course I do! Silly question.
2.) Have any of the wishes ever come true, if yes? All of them have come true so far...
3.) How do you feel about birthdays? (e.g. love the attention, just another day, don't want anyone to know my real age, etc.) Birthdays are fantastic! I am so grateful that my family always celebrates birthdays (now & as kids). I wish Ben had had real birthday parties with friends & family when he was a kid. Thankfully he has had a few pretty awesome ones over the last 10 years.
4.) Tell us a favorite gift you've received, or something you'd really like for your next birthday. Ben is a spectacular gift buyer! Our 1st Christmas together he bought me a DVD player & a GIANT pillow Care Bear lol They've only gotten better since. Birthdays are always a treat as well. I am spoiled. Hence the name Princess! :)
5.) What flavor cake? YUM! I love pie the most lol Cake though I like chocolate cake or a fancy ice cream one hehe Go big or go home ;)
Bonus: Pictures from my 28th birthday!


 Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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September 26th, 2010
 | 06:22 pm - Life Takes Over... Wow. Life gets busy so quickly! Since graduation I've been really busy with work, family, and life in general. haha Wow! I'm not working 3 jobs and I'm still interviewing for teaching positions. I was supposed to go to fill out my subbing paperwork, but it looks like I won't have time to. I work Monday through Friday (not always Mondays) at the Detroit Science Center from 8:45-2pm, then drive to Plymouth-Canton schools to work from 2:45-6pm at West Middle School as the Site Director. Then on weekends I work at The Henry Ford when there are groups. This week I work M-F at DSC & West MS, then on Saturday I work at DSC & THF... NICE. Oh yeah... And I have a cold/allergy thing right now. FUN.
All of my jobs are in education and a lot of fun overall. It's decent money, but I'm still looking for something (teaching mostly) full time. It is a busy schedule. Benny has been very helpful, especially while I'm sick, and he's busy, too. Life will get crazy for awhile, but it'll be a good thing. I will be working 7 days a week for awhile during December until Christmas break where it'll be less than 7 days, but still busy. lol At least working at West MS will give me some time off for the holidays haha ;)
We went to Traverse City the week of Labor Day. Got some good discounts thanks to the U of M Alumni Association lol So we went Monday-Friday and hit up Frankenmuth on the way home. Good times :) I'll post a few pictures. It is nice to have a few days alone to reconnect with your hubby. I highly recommend it! =)
My nephew, Nathan, started preschool! He's doing very well & the teacher gave him high praise. He's super smart! Michael is turning 2 in November. Lucas is in the 4th grade now & will be 10 in February. TIME FLIES!
That's a quick update. Hope you are well! TTYS.
( Pictures )
So many more pictures! I posted them on Facebook though =) Enjoy! Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: blah Current Music: Football
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August 10th, 2010
 | 08:36 pm - Quick Life Update Wow! Life has been flying by this year! It's been a good year so far. Student teaching, graduation, working, etc... So busy! The summer has especially flown by. We're in our last week of Discovery Camp at work. It was a very fun time & my co-workers are awesome. They even threw me a huge birthday party at work! I guess that helped ease the pain of my car being stolen. Luckily it was recovered in one piece, but it still sucked. All is well though.
Ben & I are happily living life. LOL Our life just gets better and better! I cannot believe that in April we'll be together for 10 years! It feels like just yesterday we started dating & taking classes together at U of M- Dearborn. WOW! A whole decade! I live a wonderful life with an amazing husband, a wonderful family, amazing friends, and I feel blessed every day. God has certainly given me more than I could ask for in life.
Got an interview on Thursday at Plymouth HS for a teaching position. It's just round 1 of interviews. We'll see how it goes! Still applying to jobs. Still working at the Detroit Science Center & The Henry Ford. Keeps me busy enough for now. Life should calm down a bit more in Sept. Hopefully we'll be going on vacation in Sept. or early Oct. =) We really need it!
Anyway, life is good! I'll post a few more pictures. Hope everyone is doing well also! TTYS!
( Images Await! )
Last, but not least...

My new favorite picture! Robert, Caitlin, Lucas, & I!
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May 28th, 2010
 | 11:06 pm - Graduation Well, May 2nd, 2010 I officially graduated from the University of Michigan- Dearborn with my BA in History and a BA in Social Studies. I also received my Secondary Education Certifications in History (CC) and Social Studies (RX). Not to mention my minors in anthropology & psychology. HUZZAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
My graduation party is on Saturday, June 5th, 2010. (The next day is Amy & Byron's Bridal Shower) Lotsa friends & family will be coming by to Mom's new house =) Ben & Mom/John are planning it for me. It's gonna be great!
Here are some pictures from my actual graduation. I'll include a few from our trip to WV for Billie Jean & Tony's wedding. Enjoy!

( Pictures Ahoy! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Guitar Hero
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April 29th, 2010
 | 12:21 pm - Update with Pictures SUNDAY, MAY 2nd IS ALMOST HERE! :) Graduation!!!!!!! Woooooo! We're gonna go out to eat after on Sunday. My graduation party will be at Mom's on June 5th. I can't wait! Benny & Momma are making all the plans. It'll be great. :)
Just postin' to let everyone know I'm alive. lol Here are some pictures from the last few months. Enjoy! (Hopefully they aren't ones I've already posted haha)
 My Lucas & I in March 2010.
( Pictures from 2010 )
I guess that's all for now. Sorry it's a lame update. haha Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cheerful
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April 9th, 2010
 | 08:41 pm - The Friday Five
thefridayfive for Friday, April 9th, 2010.
Real Life
1. If you could change one thing in your life right at this moment, what would it be? I guess I would say that I had a child. I'm content with life as it is, but I would love children.
2. What talent/skill don't you have that you'd like to have, and why? I would love to be able to sing really well. I just think it would be fun :)
3. What talent/skill do you have that not many people know about? I can dance.
4. What reality TV show best matches your real life? I don't think any of them do. My life is far from dramatic lol
5. If your life was a reality TV show, what would it be called? Welcome to Erinland LOL jk I dunno. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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April 8th, 2010
 | 04:57 pm - Graduation Student Teaching Count Down: 10 days with 5 days of actual teaching. Graduation Count Down: 24 days.
Huzzah! I am so done! lol Thankfully my class & my student teaching are both finished by April 23rd. I am graduating on May 2nd =) I cannot wait to be finished with all of this. I can finally move on with my life, get a real job, and start my career. Ya know??
Thank God for being done. I have a lot of work to finish up this week while I'm on spring break. Next week I have to teach and then I start to hand everything back the week after that. SO FINISHED! lol
Anyhooter, just had to gloat! lol :) Thanks for listening hehe Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: stressed
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March 8th, 2010
 | 09:46 pm - Life as a Social Studies Teacher Is there really anything else? History, geography, civics, political science, world history, united state history, tests, quizzes, homework, bell work, grading papers, reading essays, videos, wars, attendance, lesson plans, classroom management, lectures, notes, teaching, group work, projects, students, attitudes, questions, etc... That is pretty much my entire life right now. Teaching is not for the faint of heart... That's for sure. I do not care what you think. We are not "over paid" nor do we "get a lot of time off". We work 10-12 hours a day, then go home and work for another 3-5. It's a tad ridiculous really.
This is what I signed up for. This will be the next 30-40 years of my life. I am a professional now trying to create a profession. Jobs are temporary. Professions are a lifetime. Life is too busy and too short to not take it one minute at a time. Things that bother me right now maybe not even be important in an hour. Luckily I am a flexible person with a lot of passion. I enjoy the challenge that teaching brings. Balancing life with work. They have to intertwine at some point, don't they? lol
The 10th graders have asked me to chaperon their "GlowOut" dance on April 23rd. That is my last day student teaching. I am honored that they like me enough to ask me to help out with their dance. I helped them plan it out a bit & I have 125 or so 10th graders as my students. I haven't given them a definite yes, but I'm leaning towards it. Even though I want to weep tears of joy that night when I come home that it's all finally over. HAHA
This has honestly been the most taxing & stressful times of my life. All of it has been a learning process. I know I am a "good" teacher with creative & fun ideas. This tests me to the max. My students respect me, even when they test me. Most of my students are succeeding more than they have before. All I did was give them a conducive learning environment and an equal chance at learning the subject matter. I am never been so pushed creativity wise in all of my life. Every ounce of energy I have has gone into my teaching, prep work, & lesson plans. *sighs* I am just over half way done with the semester, too. I never get ahead & I'm always working my ass off. lol I said to Ben the other day, "Can't I just write a 20 page paper and get this all over with?!?!" Seriously, a 20 page research project sounds like heaven right now.
Despite my lack of a social life, my feelings of insecurity at times, and my loss of sleep & sanity, I would not choose another profession. I am grateful to learn all of these lessons and to know that I am becoming a strong teacher, a stronger student, and a stronger person through this all.
May 2nd, 2010.
I feel like May 2nd will bring me closer to my ultimate goals. Graduation is a large goal of mine, of course, but starting a profession & a family are my main priorities over the next 5-10 years. May 2nd is the doorway to new beginnings and new pathways.
I am not going to let people bring me down either. No, I do not care that you are buying a house down the street from me. No, I am not gushing like a school girl because you "honored" me with a "Save the Date". No, I do not want to be involved in your drama. No, I do not want to "fix" the situation(s). They are not mine to fix. Yes, I am moving on. No, you are not coming. Yes, I wish it turned out differently at times. No, I wouldn't change anything. It's exactly the way it is supposed to be.
Anyway... Enough ramblings. I am off to sleep. I have a day off from my students and I am spending it doing volunteer work. Life is good. Thank you for listening. :) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: good
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January 6th, 2010
 | 10:45 pm - Drama 2009 was a rough year for many people in my family. I had some great successes (4.0 for example) and some losses. Overall everything was a learning experience. I am learning to live "drama free" after a lifetime of chaos and drama. lol It's very nice! A little bit of chaos and drama is healthy and acceptable. I am not going to allow my life to be over run with drama any longer.
I feel that I am a very caring person overall. There are VERY few people who do not "like" me in this world. Apparently I am being blamed for one situation that has been ongoing since the day (literally) that we decided to bid on our house in 2007. None of this situation was my fault and I encouraged the other party to be more communicative about it all with the other party involved. The one party finally stood up against the other party involved and they didn't like it, so they are blaming me. Or at least that is what we think it going on. I wish that everyone got along and that things were on somewhat better terms. I cannot say they are on terrible terms, but it is not my situation, so I cannot do anything about it.
( The Drama Unfolds )
This is my official post claiming that I am letting this situation go. God will take care of it and I am going to focus my energy on school, student teaching, my family, and my husband. Thank you for reading my ranting. I wish I had more time to write EVERYTHING down about this, but I don't. If you read this far, then you are my hero. lol I love you all. I will talk to you soon. =) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: annoyed
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January 2nd, 2010
 | 07:09 pm - 2009 in Review 1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before? Lost my Papa, my uncle, my niece or nephew. Trip to Pittsburgh and Cleveland (again). Celebrated my 1 year wedding anniversary.
2. Did you keep the new years resolution you made last year? I don't make them.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Tara & Steve had Linus. Other friends, too.
4. Did anyone close to you die? Papa Joe, Uncle Ray, etc...
5. What countries did you visit? None. Not even Canada. :(
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? My college diplomas, a baby (or a doggie), and full time jobs for Ben & I (or at least one of us).
7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory? 07-01-09. 10-10-09.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? 4.0 in college baby! All 5 classes were As! ;)
9. What was your biggest failure? Everything is part of the learning process. Nothing is failure.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Cold and allergies. Back pain. The usual.
11. What was the best thing you bought? Not sure?
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My Grandma, my Aunt, my cousins, my sister, etc... They had a very rough year with all of the losses.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My ex-best friend, my brother-in-law, and others. I wouldn't say appalled, but disappointed.
14. Where did most of your money go? Paying for a house? lol School, food, etc... Life.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? My 4.0, student teaching, and graduation :)
16. What song will always remind you of 2009? I don't know.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
a) happier or sadder? Same.
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter?
c) richer or poorer? Same, but soon to be poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Spent more time with the kids. Had a baby lol
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Getting fat? lol Letting people get to me with their BS and drama.
20. Did you fall in love in 2009? I fall in love more every day :)
21. How many one-night stands? None.
22. What was your favorite TV program? PSYCH! hehe Monk, Food Network, etc...
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I don't hate people.
25. What was the best book you read? Sadly, I think I mostly read school books last year :(
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Just using my iPod more.
27. What did you want and get? My great grades, closer to Benny, good money coming in, etc...
28. What did you want and not get? A baby. lol
29. What was your favorite film of this year? Up is up there. hehe
30. What did you do on your birthday? Trip to Ohio for the day!
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Less loss of loved ones.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? I wear uniforms to work, so... Structured? lol
33. What kept you sane? Ben, Anne Marie, Momma, Lucas, etc...
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Not sure.
35. What political issue stirred you the most? Gay rights/marriage.
36. Who did you miss? Both of my Papas.
37. Who was the best new person you met? All of my DSC peoples! Even though I met them in 2008 (most of them).
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009: Some family members are more like acquaintances and some acquaintances are more like family. My best friend is more like family then many of my blood family members, for example.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: I can't think of any...
My 2009 Sum up: I am grateful for all of the life lessons and for my loved ones. I am looking forward to new things in 2010! =)
 Uncle Benny & the boys.
 Santa, Benny, & I.
 Lucas & Grandma Bernie on Christmas Day 2009 Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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December 18th, 2009
 | 03:28 pm - The Friday Five ( The Friday Five ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: uncomfortable
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December 14th, 2009
 | 12:36 pm - 2009 Survey ( Thanks for the survey, Sara ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cold Current Music: The PC humming.
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December 13th, 2009
 | 11:40 pm - School & Stuff Random update :) I'm just avoiding school work haha I'm so terrible. I am so behind on work that is due all this week. I graduate on May 2nd finally and student teaching begins on the 4th. Am I even registered? Nope. Thank you School of Education partly for that. LAME. I get so annoyed with them. I have one class that I need them to waive to register. I have a teacher to sign off on it, but I need some arbitrary committee to approve it which is, apparently, difficult to get anything approved by them. We'll see! If not, then I have o hope that they let me take that class and my student teaching together. GRRRR. I just want to be done lol
Speaking of done... We were informed that we will be getting a new sister-in-law in July. Not that we see them anymore due to ridiculousness, but wow. That's all I have to say about that.
School is stressing me out. Thankfully I can focus on the holidays and stuff come the end of the week. I'm trying to find time to bake with Grandma and with my cousins. It's not going to be easy. I look forward to it though. I'll take pictures, too :)
I'm gonna get ready for bed so I can get up and work on my 10 page paper that's due by 4:30pm tomorrow. Pages written? Zero. LOL Thanks for listening.
Here are some cute pictures from the last two months. Enjoy!
 Bestest little brother there is.
( Pictures ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: happy Current Music: The PC humming.
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November 26th, 2009
 | 11:12 pm - Happy Thanksgiving! I hope each of you had a terrific Thanksgiving this year. =) We spent the evening at my Dad's girlfriend's house. Deliciousness ensued and fun was had by all. lol It was a nice evening and I got to see my 3 favorite boys. ^_^
Tomorrow at 7:30am my Grandma is going into surgery to repair her heart valve. They couldn't do minimally invasive because it's o the wrong side for that, but she is healthy enough for open heart. She's been doing well in the hospital and they said she has an 80% chance of making it through surgery. She is too healthy for other types of trial surgeries, so this is the best option. The doctor said that if she recovers fully (which he expects she will) that she'll be 100% better. Overall this is good news and we are praying all goes well. She said she just wants to come home and she wants 5-10 more years! lol She said, "But it's not up to me... *points upward*" hehe God knows what He's doing and I trust that all will be okay.
Please keep my Grandma in your thoughts tomorrow and for the next few weeks while she recovers. Shes' a spunky 81 year old and we hope to have her around for a bit longer. hehe
I'm gonna post a few pictures from tonight and of lately. Hope you like them! May you have a fun and safe weekend!
( Pictures! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cold
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October 15th, 2009
 | 07:22 pm - Illness Grandma Bernie is in the hospital right now. She went in having difficulty breathing. She was in the ICU, but they are supposed to be moving her to a regular room soon. She is doing much better. I still haven't seen her yet because ICU had hours when I was in work or school. *sighs* I knew she was sick on Sunday when we saw her. Just like last time when she had a heart attack and received the pacemaker, I knew it just by looking at her. She was having trouble breathing more than usual. She has congestive heart failure, but there must have been an infection as well adding to the water on her heart and lungs. Thankfully, my family finally made her go in. Her doctor is a dipshit. She saw him the day before and he didn't make her go in to the hospital or anything. It was clear how she was feeling. He's screwed up so many times, but they won't listen. GRRR...
I might be able to see her tomorrow though. For that, I am grateful. I can feel myself worrying about losing her already. I know it will happen eventually because she is 81 and a half years old. Will I ever be ready? I didn't think I would be ready for when either of my Grandpa's passed, but somehow, God prepared me. He never gives me more than I can handle. It often appears that He is testing me (and maybe He is), but I know that I will be a better Erin because of it.
My uncle is dying of Pancreatic cancer. He will be coming home to go into Hospice. It is difficult to watch my cousins and Aunt deal with this. My cousin called me and talked about it for 35 minutes about everything. She was tearing up and everything. I really hope that life calms down from them. Life is crazy, but, again, God gives us only what we can handle.
I'm not sure where I was going with this entry. I guess I just needed to write a bit. I am grateful for my family and my friends more than ever now. Moments like these remind me that life is short and people are important (as cliche as that all sounds). I'm tired of worrying about money. Money isn't important to me. Family, people, life experiences, memories... That's what I am all about.
Anyway, I will write more later. Please pray for my family or send positive thoughts if you aren't into praying. Thank you! Hope you are all well! ^_^ Current Location: UMD Current Mood: busy
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June 24th, 2009
 | 07:18 pm - Memes
| Your Colors Say You Are Hopeful | When you are at peace, you are:
Giving and unselfish
When you are moved to act, you are:
Confident and optimistic
When you are inspired, you are:
Spontaneous and adventurous
When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:
Philosophical and expressive
Your life's purpose is:
To live a passionate life |
Your Love Number is 2
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Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.
Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.
At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.
As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.
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April 14th, 2009
 | 11:09 pm - Happy 8th Anniversary! Benny and I are celebrating our 8th anniversary together today! A year ago we got engaged and 6 months ago we finally got married. =) Every day I realize how extremely blessed I am to have the most incredible partner. He is loving, kind, considerate, and sweet. He is an amazing find and I am grateful God brought him into my life.
In honor of our anniversary I wanted to post a few of my favorite pictures of us! =) Enjoy!
I love you, Benjamin. =)
( Erin & Ben )
And finally a picture from the wedding...
 Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: loved Current Music: Ben's playing his present... Call of Duty: World at War
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April 1st, 2009
 | 06:19 pm - How Do You Color Your Life?
| You Color Your Life With Subtle Coolness | You are a full of grace and peace. You don't let yourself get worked up. You tend to be a bit reserved. You only speak when you really have something to say.
You aspire to a lot in life, and you're quietly working on your plan to take over the world. You are elegant and a bit of a snob. You can't help it... you like expensive things! |
Bored again... Sorry! Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: bored
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March 30th, 2009
 | 11:41 am - What Remote Button Are You?
| You Are Play | Compared to most people, you are very active and energetic. You have a daring, challenging spirit. You're willing to go into something blind.
You are playful, carefree, and optimistic. You are up for trying anything. If you dream it, you usually end up doing it. You're not one for putting your dreams on hold. |
Sorry... I was bored. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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March 21st, 2009
 | 11:27 pm - Memes
| You Are Spirit | You are resilient, hopeful, and inspiring. You have a lot of emotional, physical, and mental energy. You nurture and nourish yourself. You know that you need fulfillment and downtime if you want to be your best.
You stay present in every moment. You don't allow yourself to be distracted or flustered. You appreciate the life you have been given. You embrace all that is beautiful in the world. |
You Should Light a Cinnamon Candle
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You are affectionate yet mischievous. You have a warm, welcoming spirit - but you also like to spice things up.
You love hosting parties and events at your home. You love to live it up with your friends.
You're the type of person who is open hearted and accepting... as long as someone is willing to deal with your quirks.
You are both comforting and stimulating. You thrive in both familiar and exotic environments.
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Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: bored Current Music: Assassins Creed
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February 9th, 2009
 | 03:01 pm - Bad Moon Rising This is the special I was thinking of when I got the Bad Moon Rising lyrics wrong as a kid. Here's Part 2 (the part I was referring to). If you want the beginning go to Part 1.
I mixed up the images as a kid though! LOL The song is on right before the skeletons dancing to the Monster Mash. I could have sworn that there were skeletons dancing to Bad Moon Rising... This is the show I was thinking of though! The Magic Mirror on the Wall is my favorite! hahaha Anyway... I used to watch this EVERY Halloween. :) Enjoy! Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: blah
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February 8th, 2009
 | 10:26 pm - Writer's Block: Know by Heart
We thought Bad Moon on the Rise was Bathroom on the Right because of an old Disney Halloween show they did where skeletons danced near an outhouse to that song LOL I loved that show. I remember watching it every year. The "host" was the Mirror on the Wall from Snow White LOL :) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: blah
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January 31st, 2009
 | 11:12 pm - Favorite Super Bowl Commercial This is from the 2002 Super Bowl. I loved it from the beginning. :) It was our 1st Super Bowl together and I won $40+ from Ben's Dad on the Patroits winning. lol
Yahoo! Dolphin
Have a great Super Bowl! Be safe and enjoy yourself. =) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: sick
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January 16th, 2009
 | 04:14 pm - The Friday Five
thefridayfive for 01-16-09.
Aromas
1.) What are your favorite smells/scents? Pumpkin, cinnamon, coconut, and camp fires!
2.) Do they bring back memories for you? If so, what? Pumpkin just makes me happy. Coconut and cinnamon are also comforting. Camp fires remind me of Camp Dearborn, my childhood, and The Village.
3.) What are your least favorite smells/scents? Gross ones I guess lol Too flowery isn't good.
4.) Do they bring back memories for you? If so, what? Just too strong.
5.) What are your favorite perfumes/colognes? For me I love some Avon ones that no one has ever heard of (Treselle, Instant Vacation, and Goddess). I also like a Victoria's Secret one (Dream Angels Halo or something) as well as Estee Lauder's Pleasures. For Benny I really like Michael Jordan. I found a new one I like, too! BOSS by Hugo Boss. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cold Current Music: The Heater!
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January 10th, 2009
 | 11:30 pm - Random Things... I did this for Facebook. So now I'm posting it here. I am not tagging 16 people, but feel free to do this on your page as well!
( 19 Random Things About Me )
Hope you are all in good health and good company. I don't know if you know anything new or interesting about me, but oh well! That's what you get. haha ;) Feel free to ask questions. =) Thanks for reading if you got this far... Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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December 28th, 2008
 | 05:09 pm - 2008 In Review ( Follow That Cut! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: curious
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December 21st, 2008
 | 02:32 pm - Maltese Pastitsies My Grandma and I made pastitsies yesterday for Christmas. We say it SPA-STIT-ZIES. My Grandpa is 100% Maltese (he was the 1st born here; his sisters were born in Malta) and my Grandma (she's 100% Scottish) makes these every year for everyone. We fill them with ricotta or a meat filling (similar to spaghetti sauce, but more meat & some people put peas in the meat sauce). Yesterday we made the dough, then filled some with the ricotta & parmesan mixture. I took some pictures of us making them! I hope you enjoy.
( Deliciousness! )
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December 15th, 2008
 | 09:47 pm - Voting Hi Everyone, My Aunt Lisa and Uncle Dan's house is up for a vote for Christmas lights on Freep.com (Detroit Free Press). So please vote for their house!
VOTE FOR 451 HIGHVIEW!
http://freep.com/article/20081214/MULTI/81212116
Thank you!
~Erin
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 | 04:20 pm - The 2008 Survey ( 2008 In Review! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: cold
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December 9th, 2008
 | 09:14 pm - Rainbow
Your rainbow is shaded blue. What is says about you: You are a tranquil person. You appreciate friends who get along with one another. You share hobbies with friends and like trying to fit into their routines. Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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November 30th, 2008
 | 10:29 pm - Pictures of Thanksgiving & Momma's Birthday! We went to my Dad's for Thanksgiving. It was fun and the food was delicious! On Saturday my Momma turned 47 hehe So we took her out to eat and I made her a not-so-perfect cake. lol Here are some pictures!
( Thanksgiving 2008 )
( Momma's Birthday! )
THE END!!!! Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: grateful
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 | 10:22 pm - Survey Boredom... It's everywhere! lol Stolen from MySpace.
( Survey Time! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: bored
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November 27th, 2008
 | 12:47 am - Happy Spanksgiving! I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Please take a moment to remember that someone out there is grateful for you. I am grateful you are in my life. Please take a moment out of your feast to remember all of the people and things you are grateful for. =) We often forget the small things that make our lives wonderful.
10 Things I Am Grateful For
1.) Benny, our relationship, and everything our lives together have become. He completes my soul and makes my heart whole again. He is by far my greatest teacher, my best friend, and the sweetest husband there is.
2.) My family. Although they can be crazy or goofy at times, they are always here for me and for Benny. They are willing to listen to me complain, help me plan/execute a wedding, and help us on a regular basis with no questions asked. Mom and Dad teach me new things every day. Lucas keeps me laughing. I am grateful for all of my siblings because they are special people who will always keep me centered. My grandparents inspire me every day to improve myself and to be myself.
3.) Friends. Never ending support, understanding, patience, and wedding planning. haha I love them all for so many reasons. You are all the best group of people I know.
4.) I am grateful I have 2 fun and interesting jobs that help me understand education better. They keep me busy and they educate me.
5.) My house. Materialistic, I know, but during this time in our history having a wonderful home to call my own is a huge thing. So many people are without jobs and homes. I am grateful to have both.
6.) Serenity. I have more serenity in my life today than I ever have. I have a safe haven in my home where I can retreat to be me and to center myself. When life gets crazy (daily basis!) I can come home and find some serenity. I am safe and I am serene.
7.) Pumpkins, cinnamon, garlic, and camp fires. Smells that keep me serene and happy! hehe I <3 them so!
8.) Education. I am returning to school in the winter! I am very excited to advance my career and to educate myself in new areas as well as refresh old knowledge. I look forward to utilizing my brain again. hehe
9.) Snuggling. Need I say more?
10.) My past. My past may not be perfect, but it certainly made me who I am today. I wouldn't trade myself or my past in for anything in this world. I love being me and I love my history :)
Hopefully you can find a few things to be grateful for this Thanksgiving. I know I am grateful for YOU! :) I love you all. Happy Spanksgiving!
PS- Google: No new holiday logo yet, but I'll post it when it comes up ;) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: grateful
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November 23rd, 2008
 | 11:14 pm - Everything by Lifehouse Honestly, I think the lyrics to this song say everything...
( Everything by Lifehouse )
You can hear it on my MySpace now. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: Eerything by Lifehouse
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November 21st, 2008
 | 09:28 pm - Past, Present, & Future I realize that I never really update on here much. I'm sorry about that. I've been writing a lot more at work in my paper journal. Mainly because I get paid $10 an hour to sit on my ass 85% of the time. I don't complain, trust me! While I'm in between visitors I find a lot of time to write. Actually, my Wonder Woman journal that I bought at The Henry Ford in 2005 is nearly full. I need a new spiral bound fun notebook/journal. I need something that inspires me and or yells out "Erin!!!! This is SO YOU!" in order for me to buy it. My journal before that one was of a Giraffe. It was awesome.
Anyhooter... I try to post pictures here and there, but everything takes so long. MySpace won't even let me post my wedding pictures because the files are too damn large. Not that that's a bad thing cuz they are phenomenal quality and I love them dearly. So, I posted a million on Facebook. If you haven't seen them, please check out my Facebook. There are a lot. You can search for Watson or Connors and I'll pop up.
I know I mentioned a little about my wedding, but maybe I should have written more? I'm never sure. All I can say is that it was the most perfect day of my life so far. Ben was amazing. The ceremony was beautiful. The hall and food rocked. My cake was uber cute and delicious. My friends and family were terrific. The pictures were astounding. And I... I looked gorgeous! =) What more could I have asked for?
We got to take pictures in Greenfield Village before the ceremony at the hall. Everyone got in and we got a buttload of pictures in front of the fountain, at the Water Wheel, on the carousel, and at the Chapel. The day was picturesque and I loved every second of it! I smiled so much all day long that my face hurt! lol Seriously, Ben and I were in pain from all the damn smiling. haha I posted a few pictures on here, so you can see some of the day. It was simply more than I could ever have dreamed for.
My husband treats me like a princess every single day of my life. I could not be more blessed. I have a group of friends and family that support us no matter what. No questions asked. They will bop me on the head if I'm acting stupid, but they always loving remind me that they are standing by my side through it all. Ben is loving, passionate, caring, attentive, respectful, careful, honest, and he always checks back with me on everything. I have a partner and best friend for life. Honestly, I never knew that I could find someone like him in this world. Someone that completes me. Someone who makes me want to be a better person. Someone who makes me feel calm and serene. Someone who lets me be myself even when I am ranting and screaming. Someone who will hug me when I cry for no reason. Someone who can just look into my eyes and heal my heart and soul.
I know it sounds all like a romance movie. I know you're all gagging and rolling your eyes. Go ahead... Get it out of your system. I'll wait...
Done? Good!
I grew up in a large and chaotic household. Honestly, I am oddly proud of my insane family. Why? Because no matter what we tried to make ourselves better people. And now that the chaos is dying down, we are all here for each other. I used to thrive on chaos and loudness. Today I thrive on peace, serenity, and love even more than I ever have. I can come home and find my center. I look forward to coming home to spend the evening with Benny. I enjoy having a peaceful home that is safe and warm. I wouldn't trade my past for anything because it makes me who I am inside. It also makes me appreciate all that I have today.
Without Ben I am nothing. I find myself more and more each day. I am Erin. I am a daughter, a wife, a best friend, a sister, an aunt, a cousin, a friend, a coworker, a mentor, a teacher, a role model, a granddaughter, a sister-in-law, a step sister, etc... I am many things. I no longer compromise who I am for others. I reach out and I help people more than before. This time with no strings attached. I am here to listen and I do not judge.
There is one thing I am not. I am not perfect. I am always going to be a work in progress. I am always going to make mistakes and find myself stuck. I have bad days. I have bad WEEKS. But I will always find a way to pick myself up. I have my limits and I have my imperfections. I have days where I do not want to deal with anyone. I have selfish days. Now, I know this and I can work with this. I can stop and say, "You know... I am here for you, but today's been 'one of those days' and I might not be of as much help as usual". I know people are mad at me for things I did not do. I know that people still think that I am selfish, judgmental, and that they don't feel safe telling me things. That is okay. I can respect that. Maybe one day they will be ready to share with me.
Ever since the week of the wedding people have been over our house a lot, calling/texting about their problems, and just always wanting our attention. I love to help people and I love to be a good friend. I have always found it to be very rewarding and I know that they would be there for me when I need it. Last year I was in a rough place and a lot of my friends were there for me. I wish they knew how grateful I was just to have someone to listen to me go on and on about nothing. I thanked them and I was there for them, too. Sometimes expressing my gratitude doesn't come across well enough. Or at least I feel like it doesn't.
Lately I have been tired. I have been giving a lot to others by listening, helping them through their love issues, their life issues, etc... Some days I need a break. lol I need to recuperate. Yak now? Ben and I had to tell 2 people that we need space (more indirectly than directly) because of some issues we are having with them and/or situations. We are exhausted and just need a few days to recharge. I know that we both strive when we are well connected with each other. The more we give without reconnecting, the harder it is for us to give again. I am a very emotional person as you all know. What you may not know is that Ben is just as sensitive as I am emotional. When we feel disconnected we are useless to each other and to ourselves. I feel terrible for having to say "Please back off" to very close friends of ours. You know? Perhaps I'm a bit annoyed and feeling used. I know that's not the intention, of course, and I hate even feeling this way. It's just been an exhausting time lately.
Honestly, I get a bit upset when people do not realize that Ben and I are newlyweds. YES we have been together for 7 years, 7 months, and 7 days. (HAHAHAH I love that) We are still quite passionate about spending time together and for finding time to connect. (Snicker away- I didn't mean sexually. Although that is important, too) They forget that we need our space. We need time to just sit around and talk. We cannot just hang out whenever we want. We have a house, jobs (5 in total), a relationship, family, etc... to deal with on a daily basis. At the end of a long day all I want to do is drink so hot tea or cocoa and snuggle with my Benny. (He wants to know what happened to old fashioned cuddling LOL)
I feel like a bitch for wanting to take care of myself. I haven't been feeling 100% since I got sick at the end of October. Now, apparently, my blood pressure is up according to my ob.gyn. It was very high when I was in the office and he asked me to have it checked by my regular doctor. I was at my regular doctor on Ben's birthday/Halloween. My blood pressure was 140/80. Now the bottom number is the most important and it was at average. I guess that's why he didn't think it was high. Now I am off of my birth control (starting Sunday) for the 1st time in 8 years. I was thinking about going off of it anyway, but I wasn't sure. He wouldn't write me a prescription until he gets a clear from my regular doctor. *sighs* I haven't been feeling well and I don't feel like doing much when I get home. I feel like a bad friend though because of it.
I guess the whole point of this post was to update everyone LOL It turned out to be mushy and sappy, but that's okay. I wouldn't be Erin if I didn't make it silly, mushy, or sappy. I am so grateful for all of you on here to listen to me whine, to entertain me when I need cheering up, and be just simply being good friends. =) Thank you all for being here for me.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving! Please be safe and eat lots of good food. Try to find one thing to be grateful for this Thanksgiving. Even if it's something as simple as your favorite shirt was clean to wear or your Aunt So & So made your favorite dish... There is always something to be grateful for. =)
Random side note... Apparently it's Rene Magritte's 110th birthday today.
 Ahhh Google... I love your silly pictures. Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Smashing Pumpkins
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November 20th, 2008
 | 11:24 pm - The Friday Five
thefridayfive for Friday, November 21st, 2008.
Feelings...
1.) What made you happy this week? Benny makes me feel great every day :) I successfully taught Geology, The Rock Cycle, and Earthquakes (including how to find an epicenter) to grades 1 through 12. =) I also spent time with my two favorite boys. And Lucas, Ben, and I had a good time. Oh! And seeing Michael on Sunday!
2. What made you sad? Work, my doctor's appointment, my period that'll be here soon... lol
3. What made you angry? Some work things, but mostly family/friends and their BS.
4. What are you looking forward to in the next week? Thanksgiving, of course. Spending time with my loved ones :)
5. What are you not looking forward to? Regretting the amount of food I ate... lol Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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November 11th, 2008
 | 10:25 pm - My Newest Nephew Michael Kenneth Watson was born on Monday, November 10th, 2008 at 8:03pm. He was 7lbs. and 19 inches. =)
Congratulations, Robert, Amanda, and Nathan!


Welcome, Michael! :) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: calm
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November 4th, 2008
 | 10:20 pm - Election 2008

These always make me giggle. :) Huzzah for voting! Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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October 31st, 2008
 | 09:11 pm - Happy Birthday, Benny! Today is Ben's 29th birthday =) We spent it together doing things around the house and running errands. We got him a free lunch at Mongolian BBQ and then a free Cold Stone ice cream. It was our first trip to Cold Stone and we really liked it. =)
I got Ben Guitar Hero : World Tour the full band edition. Unfortunately the damn drums are broke. Apparently it's a mass issue on the sensitivity of the drums. We exchanged it, but it's still having trouble. It must be the whole batch. I also got him a GH keychain and 2 other things. He wants to wait to open them at the party.
Tomorrow everyone and their uncle's sister is coming over for a party. We're gonna have so many people over lol I don't know where they are going to sit... Maybe my sister will bring some chairs or something haha Sad. I know!
I hope everyone had a very love Hallowe'en today! We didn't get a lot of Trick-Or-Treaters, but we enjoyed our evening.
( Halloween So Far )
Happy Hallowe'en!
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September 26th, 2008
 | 07:14 am - Getting To Know You... Completely stolen from Emily... lol Please do it! It's fun :)
1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so I want to know you better.
2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal, for your friends to fill out. :)
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? 02) What was your dream growing up? 03) What talent do you wish you had? 04) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 05) Favorite vegetable? 06) What was the last book you read? 07) What zodiac sign are you? 08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 09) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you. 16) Do you have any pets? 17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22) What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested? 24) Bottle or can soda? 25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? 26) What's your favorite place to hang out at? 27) Do you believe in ghosts? 28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 29) Do you swear a lot? 30) Biggest pet peeve? 31) In one word, how would you describe yourself? 32) Do you believe/appreciate romance? 33) Favourite and least favourite food? 34) Do you believe in God? 35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: busy
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September 21st, 2008
 | 12:32 am - Wedding Socks & Shoes I was on a wedding planning journal when I saw someone (I'm sorry, but I forget who!) with fun knee high socks under their wedding dress. lol Now, my dress has green in it (Peridot/Sage), so I thought about knee high argyle socks. Why? Well, I have a minor new obsession with argyle. I also went to a private school so I have a sock fetish. Funky socks were are only real freedom with our uniforms.
I have large legs, so I have been looking for a pair that stretch well. lol Today at Halloween USA I found a pair of fun socks, although not argyle, that I knew I had to have!
I really feel like I've added a bit of "me" to the wedding now. I was worried I was being TOO traditional and losing the touch of me I was looking for. So, today was one small victory! lol
( Socks Under Here! )
October 10th is almost here! Thanks for reading. :) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: ecstatic
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September 19th, 2008
 | 05:02 pm - Talk Like a Pirate Day! Thanks, Erin! I love how it says I smell HAHAHAHA
My pirate name is: Dirty Bess Bonney You're the pirate everyone else wants to throw in the ocean -- not to get rid of you, you understand; just to get rid of the smell. You can be a little bit unpredictable, but a pirate's life is far from full of certainties, so that fits in pretty well. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.part of the fidius.org network Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: okay
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September 11th, 2008
 | 08:32 pm - Lasagna Some food porn for you! lol
I just made the most delicious looking lasagna EVER. I cannot wait to eat it!
( Yummy! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: hungry
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 | 07:57 pm - Humphrey the Bear This is a video called "In the Bag" from 1956 by Disney.
I have been searching for this video for YEARS! I feel like my life is complete. lol
I used to sing the song ALL the time! Plus, I am personal friends with Smokey the Bear. (See Picture!)

"Society Dog Show" (1939) Embedding was disabled, so click the link!
This is one of my all time favorite Pluto videos! You shouldn't miss it. :) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: "In the Bag"
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August 28th, 2008
 | 07:28 pm - Bridal Shower Pictures Wow! Sunday was my Bridal Shower. Let me tell you... I was overwhelmed by everyone's love & support. I think over 40 people showed up to be with us on that day. It was a huge success & every seemed to enjoy themselves. :)
As thank you gifts for each person my Grandma made a crocheted towel for everyone. I asked everyone to bring a recipe for our kitchen and in return I gave them a recipe from my work ( The Henry Ford) at our special Chocolate Exhibit.
We played Bridal Bingo with prizes galore, had a raffle or two, and Amy made up packets of games about us and weddings for everyone to do. Anyway, I just thought I'd share a few pictures with everyone!
( Pictures! ) Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: blessed
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August 23rd, 2008
 | 09:30 am - Random Pictures!
 My cousin, Alyssa, made this of me on her cell phone. haha
( Random Pictures )
Hope you enjoyed the show! lol Current Location: 48124 Current Mood: amused
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